Solitary

So used to solitude but sometimes it gets too much for me to handle. I feel like crying. 

People have to stop thinking that being aloof and nonchalant is what I want to be. And being so, it does not equate to not having to feel. 

We feel too much, in fact, till the point that it turns numb indefinitely contributing to what I am today. 

And I hate this, so much. You don't even know.