Fingers crossed.

I'm feeling a little better now, not that lost anymore. Thanks guys, for everything. I really needed all of that support and advice.

One thing i've learnt is that this world is too judgmental. Everyone judges. Even your bestfriend boyfriend girlfriend or whosoever. It's just a matter of how much they judge you, and whether they choose to let you know that they judge you. They can say things in a nicer way, but deep down they still judge. Don't try to deny, that's life. That's human. "Your bestfriend can judge you for things that you've done, but it doesn't affect your f/s cos it's two different matters."

Need to start hanging out more with people filled with wisdom. Thank you, bucket-full of wisdom. :')