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Among all these craziness and mindfucking-ness, i was constantly reminded that today was one of those days whereby i give myself a break. All the frustrations, deadlines, stress level. Can hardly take it much longer, be it just a few pathetic days. Such a failure i am, to actually let the thoughts of giving up overwhelm me. It's still there, cos giving up is always much easier. But "you don't give up just because things get tough." Sounds so encouraging but fuck it, so fucking hard to attain.

I need so much more faith right now, that i could actually get through these last few days. So, so much more.