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My dad said smth which make me wna blog.

He came into my room & saw me mugging.

& he said " Omg.(inserts shock face) I first time see you study. "

Seriously, whats wrong w me studying.

Noone believes i study.

Zzz.

Btw, i've been mugging this few days.

Im turning geekish. :o

I dont know whats going on w me recently.

Sometimes, i could hardly breathe.

All th pressure & stress.

I gotta cope w everything.

I kept myself busy mugging, so as to escape from reality.

But sooner or later, i still gotta face it.

Yet I dont know what to do.

Sorry if i've hurt you so deep.

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